To be honest

 

It's nights like these, when my soul is so broken and torn

Tortured by the memories of your touch

Your kiss and especially your love.

It's night like these is when I wonder if you miss me just as much 

Maybe you don't

But secretly I sure do wish you would tell me that you did

We gave up on each other,

Not because we wanted to, 

But time ... it slipped away from us. 

We lost the moments we could have had... 

All our laughter and tears. 

We never choose this path but here we are.

 I am no longer able to send you a message. 

I won't be able to smile at our stupidity. 

Losing you is hard but living with the memories of our madness is even harder.... 

How am I to cope?

You knew me, more than I knew myself....

 

And i know i feel i don't know who i am without you

I find myself feeling guilty for not doing more....

 

Not making more time for us. 

No one knows or will ever understand the way we were.... 

My heart is bleeding and my soul is crying out.... 

I want to scream as I feel the pain inside me builds, 

Holding my stomach as there is nothing left for me to say.

Take it all away, I don't want this to hurt.....

As I sit in this silence, broken and torn apart.....

Words can't express the feelings in my heart

XOXOXO

MS. FOX